Archive for October, 2007

My dear friends!

Thursday, October 4th, 2007
I am very happy too meet you all after so long.. 12 years of friendship!
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Thought we have no-so-much to talk about like before, as time and adulthood had separate us.. BUT i want you all to know that, you are a big part of my teenage years. I love it when camping and organized activities with you, i love it when we chat from night till dawn. I love it when we went outing and enjoying all the laughter at gathering. I love it when we share thoughts, sadness and happiness, I love it when we talk about Dharmma, and  I love it when you forgive my bluntness and laughed at my silliness…
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My heart filled with wonders and contentment, though it was a short meet. Like i said to Dino, as long as we can still meet and see how each other are doing, that is good enough. That is good enough to rekindle our esprit de corp.
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To all of you, including those Kulai cheap dog gang / segamat / Shequ / PMBUTM which is not in the picture, I MISS YOU!! You guys/gals are the most wonderful friends i ever had in my life…
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~~Cheers~~
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A self- response to : Sickening

Monday, October 1st, 2007

Hail to Dharma teaching that make me realized the phenomena of "impermenance".

Even all negative feelings are as impermenant as positive feelings.. Feelings and thoughts arise and pass.. sometimes good, sometimes bad.. ups and downs, round and round (sound like i am hyming the nursery rhyme "The wheel on the bus"!?! )

I have been complaining about life in last post; however a day later, i was telling people that i am very happy fortunate. These are what i did:

1. Move everything to common storeroom. Take things as it is. I am blessed that i’m sheltered while millions of people are homeless.

2. Get a real good sleep without baby. Get rid of the unneccessary guilt for not to be with her some nights. She need a happy mother to keep her company at days!!

3. Understand that scolding and mistakes, like success and achievement, is just part and parcel of life.

4. Exercise… lift up energy level. however i tend to eat more after a 2KM brisk walk, haha…

Thanks to all my very dear friends - that send me words of courage and concern… I greaty appreciate it and i love all of you so!