IT’S GETTING NEARER!
Monday, October 30th, 2006I mean to the date of delivery. Increasing pain in the tummy and back have prompt me that. However i still haven’t complete shopping to welcome baby’s arrival.
Which milk bottle and pacifier brand is the best? Which peadiatric should i consult after? What should i eat during confinement? Will my midwife do a good job? Shall baby attend this or that courses? What is my priority.. hubby, work or baby? I have to take care of baby myself, how would that affect my life? How to bathe and burp a new born? The more i think, the more fear as well excitement i have. Since i do not have the luxury to have elderly around to help up, very much i have to depend on myself.. I am just uncertain and afraid.
My sister said i’ve gotta be brave because "the boat will headed straight to the harbour" at the end. Partly is our responsiblility to this sentient being that reincarnated to be my child, partly, i have no choice and worry doesn’t help at all! Haha…
Smile baby, smile. Rest assured you will always blessed and loved. Long before you are born, your grandma, aunties and uncles have bought you many clothes and neccesities.. Your ah mah is taking care of mama well by preparing tonics, so it benefit you too. Your papa, will be your best playmate and guardian. Love you, little precious! Suki hontu.
